I am myself with you, feelings and thoughts inside a body of flesh. I am not my baggage, not my career and I’m not people’s expectations of me. With you, I am me and you are you.
If I was told I could only keep what my two hands can grab, I’d reach for you.
I never asked for him yet here he is. You gave him to me.
I doubt I deserve him, same way he doubts he deserves me.
True, I might love him less than he loves me but I love him with every cell incorporated in the formation of me.
So I ask of you God, please, please don’t take him away from me.